Sunday, September 12, 2010

BlackBerry Journey (2) // "A Beautiful Mess"

I think that moving on is only possible by letting things go so here's to what God has in store for this upcoming school year

"I've been learning to appreciate imperfections and understanding how it is sometimes the ugliness that makes something beautiful.

I guess the only way to define this year is the image of a beautiful mess beacuse going through it was a rough, tear filled journey that often brought me to my knees asking for Your strength because I didn't see any within me. But as I look it over I can only see the blessings: relationships with people who chose not to let me fall even though I kept pushing them away, spiritual growth and understanding the concept of showing grace to myself, and actually learning the material in school so that I can apply it later in life. Everything about this year was me transitioning and I still don't know where I am going but I do know that I am loved even when I cant love myself.

I really wonder what's going to happen with me and my major, my career, my relationships and I'm scared about where I might be headed, but I now know that beauty can arise from the imperfections. What a unique journey to where I eventually need to be."


one of my favorite and most beautiful scenes of all time. so symbolic

2 Comments:

Blogger mimijoe said...

i'm so glad that i can always learn from you bryan

September 13, 2010 at 9:05 AM  
Blogger Chae Bombz said...

bryan, God has gifted you with the ability to make something that could be flat out bad, into something beautiful. That is something i will admire about you for the rest of my days. im gonna read yer blog alot from now. i wanna gain wisdom.

September 13, 2010 at 9:39 PM  

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