, Still You

I am growing up and I am terrified of what is to come. It is strange because now when I listen to phrases like "A New Way To Be Human" and questions of "Why Georgia?" they seem to be a lot more relatable as I begin to ponder these thoughts for myself. Lately I've been really struggling with finding out who I am. The name Bryan Kang seems to be so undefined, or maybe misdefined, or maybe misinterpreted by me. I've been learning about what it means to be a son of God and discerning what His plans are from my own and realizing that they fail to coalesce most of the time. Satan has definitely placed his deadly pokes and prods at strategic points to break and torment me when I am most weak and have fallen into what feels like The Valley of the Shadow of Death. He's fed my pride and fueled my envy to the point where I have failed to love those around me especially my own self. But through it all God has guided and shepherded me and shown me a greater understanding of what it means to be forgiven and loved and grown me in the gospel message. I am still on this journey and ask for patience and encouragement because I find it hard to do that for myself